NW: Explain
Pete’s health ailments.
Rick Hill: Part
of any addiction is the aspect of denial. That’s the human
condition. Talk to any alcoholic and ask him if he’s got a
problem and he’ll say, ‘No, I’m a social drinker.
I like to drink. It’s just fun. It just makes me feel good.’
Talk to any drug addict and ask him if he’s got a drug problem
and they’ll say, ‘No, no, it’s recreational, I
like the high I the get from that.’ Talk to any gambler, he’ll
say, ‘No, I don’t have a problem, I’m just gambling
entertainment money, I like the high that I get.’ This high
is caused by the dopamine released in the brain. Dopamine is the
chemical responsible for pleasure. You’ve got to understand
it’s probably the way God intended it. Eating is a pleasurable
experience and by eating we sustain life. Sex is a pleasurable experience
so by participating, we pro-create the race. Most people can be
satisfied by normal rewards. Maybe you want to have sex a certain
number of times a month or maybe you want to eat three times a day.
But people with Pete’s brain chemistry are not satisfied with
those normal rewards. They need more and more and more everyday
because the brain is craving it. It’s just a chemical imbalance.
It’s out of control and he needs it. The expert will tell
you he that the craving is almost impossible to resist. Pete, at
62 years of age, just doesn’t have the same craving he had
at 52 or 42. He’s growing older, his mind is changing, the
chemical reactions are changing.
NW: What type
of remorseful emotions did you see from Pete when you were writing
this book?
Rick Hill: Pete
struggles with any type of emotional exposure. Given, the oppositional
defiant mother, who was not above getting in a bar fight and an
obsessive compulsive, workaholic, perfectionist father, who played
semi-pro football for 23 years for $6 a game, we get half of our
genes from our mom and half from our dad and most people are a nice
normal blend of that. Pete got a double dose of this feisty, competitive,
compulsive spirit and he’s a workaholic. He’s not unlike
Gen. Patton or Douglas McArthur. He’s a guy that’s so
driven that’s the only way he feels satisfied, he’s
got to operate at full throttle. He would talk candidly, and sometimes
it would take three or four hours in a given afternoon for me to
try to squeeze out more and more and more from him and at the end
of the day I had to be satisfied that I got enough. Jayson Williams
(former New Jersey Nets center) was on Barbara Walters the other
night and he was crying, just weeping what looked like very genuine
tears. I don’t know the merit of Jayson Williams’ case,
but somebody took out a loaded shotgun in that house and now there’s
a limo driver who’s dead and he’s always going to be
dead. He’s not coming back. Now, Jayson Williams may get off
of those charges. But someone’s dead. Pete Rose didn’t
kill anybody. He bet on his team to win. I just don’t see
how you can ban somebody for life for gambling when you let murderers
or rapists get out of prison after a few years.
NW: Did he very
seldom talk about the times he broke down in tears?
Rick Hill: To
give you a real clear insight to who Pete Rose is, he got a nine
minute standing ovation the night he broke Cobb’s record.
Nine minutes. They don’t do that for presidents or kings or
rock stars. It took eight and a half minutes for Pete Rose to cry.
You and I might have lost it after two minutes; most people would
have lost it after 30 seconds. Three minutes or four minutes for
the toughest of characters, maybe five or six, but it took eight
and a half minutes for Pete Rose to cry. Now, what does that tell
you about the guy? His emotions are so very deep inside that they
are almost non-existent.
NW: It almost
seems like he would have been a good sergeant or something in the
military.
Rick Hill: Absolutely.
Let me tell you something, the men of my generation went to Vietnam.
My draft number was 315, so I didn’t go, but if I had gone
there’s nobody I would have wanted running point other than
Pete Rose, because he’s going to bring you back alive. Now
is he politically correct? No. Is he the guy that’s going
to be warm and fuzzy and have heart to heart conversations with
you about your personal problems? No. Absolutely not. But he’s
the guy you want to leadoff on your baseball team. He’s the
guy you want playing on your team, because he’s going to win
and that’s what Pete Rose is all about.
NW: You were
a jail guard in the movie “Liar, Liar.” Do you think
your book will be the key to releasing Pete from his cell and thus
helping him into the Hall?
Rick Hill: I
hope so. I hope that’s a beautiful metaphor. We started the
book with a metaphor and ended it with a metaphor. Wouldn’t
that be nice?