Rick Hill played
college football at Georgia Tech before playing professional football
and moving onto acting, screenplay writing and now with “My
Prison Without Bars,” his first book, book writing. He was
a jail guard in the movie “Liar, Liar.” In this interview
with Pine Needle editor Nathan Walls Hill reveals how he met Pete,
what he thinks of him and how he hopes that the book he co-authored
with Rose breaks the all-time hits king out of his “prison”
that he has lived in since August of 1989, when he signed a contract
with Major League Baseball that banned him from the game but allowed
him to apply for reinstatement. Hill also explains how current Major
League Baseball Commissioner Bud Selig told Rose that a public news
conference was not necessary to admit his baseball gambling problem.
NW: You grew
up in Perrysburg, Ohio. Did you idolize Pete Rose growing up?
Rick Hill: I
would say that I sure looked up to him – I don’t know
that idolize is the right word. I was a big Reds fan, so I would
just say that I loved watching him play.
NW: You met
Pete in 1986 at a celebrity baseball game in Pittsburgh. Talk a
little bit about that.
Rick Hill: Well,
we were there playing this celebrity softball game against the Pittsburgh
Steelers football team, before the Reds-Pirates game. Terry Bradshaw
was pitching as I recall. Terry served up a pretty good pitch and
I just got all of it and it almost went over the fence. Jim Leyland
and Pete Rose were watching and Pete just yelled out, ‘Give
that kid a baseball.’ When I came back in at the end of the
inning, Jim Leyland, who was my neighbor there in Perrysburg, who
coached my little league baseball team, introduced me to Pete and
we talked a little bit. Pete said that Jim had told him that I played
football at Georgia Tech. Pete remembered the 1973 game when we
almost beat SC, who were national champions and remembered that
we covered the point spread. It was kind of interesting that Pete
could remember those kinds of things but he’s always been
sort of a wiz when it comes to math and numbers.
NW: You talk
about that in the preface of “My Prison Without Bars.”
Pete said something along the lines of ‘making a bundle of
money’ off that game.
Rick Hill: Well,
that’s a throwaway statement. He might have had 50 bucks,
he might have had 500 - I don’t know I didn’t ask him.
NW: Is it remarkable
to you that Pete can remember that 1973 bet and a lot of his stats
but he seems to shy away from questions from reporters about actual
bets on baseball?
Rick Hill: Well
no, because actual bets, if you look over the history of a gambler,
it’s not the bet itself that intrigues them - it’s the
action, it’s the adrenaline rush that they get by having something
on the line in a competitive game. It’s the reward pathway
in the brain and the chemical dopamine that gives us pleasure. Most
people can be satisfied with normal rewards. You might want to eat
three or four times a day, but for the fella with the problem has
to eat 16 or 17 times a day. That’s a craving; something called
risk-craving behavior, which is caused by this dopamine in the brain.
So, Pete’s craving for gambling was very similar to his craving
for baseball. He has an obsessive personality – he either
does something all out or not at all. He’s not ashamed of
that. He talks about it proudly, that this is who I was: the same
personality that got 4,256 hits wreaked a lot of havoc in his personal
life.
NW: When did
Pete ask you to write the book?
Rick Hill: I
think it was about 1996,97.
NW: You worked
with Pete about 3 ½ or 4 years?
Rick Hill: It
was about 3 ½ years when we actually decided to do the book.
NW: Was his
original intention to admit to betting on baseball in the book?
Rick Hill: Yeah,
he wanted to, he just didn’t know how. He was struggling with
it. He was scared. He had kept it secret for so long that he thought
maybe it was too long. Maybe the folks wouldn’t forgive him
and would they understand him coming forward at this time? So, he
struggled with it. That’s the natural reaction. That didn’t
surprise me. But you have to understand, what the book is about
is not a confession. It’s not about, ‘Oh this guy bet
on baseball.’ There’s 40 million active gamblers out
there in this country – this is a common practice for them.
Pete just broke the cardinal rule. But, this is a book about obsession.
This is a book about a guy. It’s a great tragedy. It’s
a guy who came from humble beginnings and reached god-like status
in his craft – 24 years of playing the game, 5 years of managing,
17 major league records, some of which will never be broken and
this tragic fall from grace and why and how it came about and how
Pete felt about it and those some attributes, that obsessive personality,
that led to such success also led to the downfall. So, this is a
human-interest story about the man’s personality and his feelings
and sometimes his lack of feelings.
NW: When word
came out of the Dowd Report’s findings, did Pete betting on
baseball surprise you?
Rick Hill: No, it didn’t surprise me. By the time I got around
to reading the Dowd Report, it was in the mid-90s. So, Pete had
already been banned for quite a few years. I can’t say that
I was surprised. I had been around athletes and entertainers most
of my life here after college, so I have seen things behind the
scenes. I have seen what athletes, entertainers and politicians
do. A lot of them live a pretty racy lifestyle. Pete’s not
the only guy that got into trouble.
NW: So, when
he stood up and told the world for the first time that he wasn’t
betting on baseball, did you think he was lying?
Rick Hill: I
didn’t know back then. Probably in 1989, I was willing, like
most folks, to give him the benefit of the doubt. The only accusers
that he had, the three guys who were all convicted drug offenders,
didn’t have a lot of credibility and Pete Rose had 4,256 hits
and 17 major league records. I sure had a tendency to believe Pete
over the accusers.
NW: Roger Kahn,
the author of “Pete Rose: My Story” felt Pete embarrassed
him by lying about betting on baseball. Do you trust everything
Pete told you for the book?
Rick Hill: I
trust everything that’s in the book. We cut 100 pages out.
I wrote originally, I think it was almost close to 500 pages. We
trimmed it down to 322, so there may have been a few things that
got lost that other people would have like to have read about, but
you can’t write “War and Peace” in a situation
like this. You can’t tell a story and go back and recant every
little detail. Pete bet hundreds of thousands of dollars on baseball.
He did it over a three-year period of time and he came clean about
that. You’ve got to tip your hat to some who’s willing
to confess that much.
NW: Pete told
Roger Kahn he would never lie to him in that same book. If you find
out Pete lied to you, what would your reaction be?
Rick Hill: Well,
I guess in that case I would be disappointed, but you also understand
that Pete has lied in the past, that that was part of his personality
when it came to gambling only. I don’t think Pete lies about
his family or baseball or other issues, but I think this is that
one dark secret. This is that Achilles heel that was extremely embarrassing
to Pete and at that time in his life, it was impossible for him
to admit that he had flaws, that this got the better of him. This
is Charlie Hustle. This is a guy who averaged 600 at-bats and 200
hits for almost his entire career. This guy had a work ethic second
to none. For him to admit that this force in him, these gambling
demons control him, wow, that was a powerful thing to face and he
wasn’t ready to face it back then but he’s facing it
now.
NW: Pete was
born the same day Abe Lincoln was shot and the same day the Titanic
went down. He broke Cobb’s record on September 11 and we know
what happened on September 11. Is Pete Rose baseball’s biggest
disaster?
Rick Hill: No,
I don’t think so. I think he’s one of their biggest
sources of glory and one of their biggest sources of embarrassment.
But you know something, this is America and this is about human
beings and we understand that some of our greatest heroes also have
incredible flaws and Pete’s not the only one. In the book,
we talk about whether it’s Winona Ryder, Bill Clinton, Elvis,
(John) Belushi, Robert Downy, Jr. – talented people, immensely
successful people, who have made some mistakes and had some drawbacks.
I come at this from a human standpoint. It’s far more interesting
to write about somebody’s flaws than about their heroic deeds.
We can all identify with obsession, with hiding a lie, with making
a mistake. We can all identify with some of those negative aspects
of character, because we all have them. None of us can identify
with 4,256 hits – Pete’s the only guy on the planet
to get that. So you ask yourself this question as a writer, you’re
a young journalist student, would your next question logically be
‘Wow, what kind of guy wins back-to-back batting championships,
three World Series, plays for 24 years in the Major Leagues, has
more records than anybody can imagine having, more records than
any other player and yet he throws it all away for gambling, knowing
that Rule 21 says you’re going to be banned for life?’
Isn’t that a fascinating story? What kind of guy does that?
And that’s what fascinated me by it. That’s why I wanted
to write the book and that’s what the book is about. I’m
not caught up in all the same media frenzy that other people are
having because Pete told me two and a half years ago that he bet
on baseball.
NW: The Hall
of Fame is full of some guys that did a lot of bad things. Do you
think for Pete not to be in the Hall of Fame, just for gambling,
even though that is breaking the cardinal rule, is that the worst
travesty in baseball?
Rick Hill: Yes,
he’s been punished for 15 years. I have trouble with the death
sentence because I don’t think it fits the time. I believe
it was necessary in 1919. I believe you have to treat the habitual
gamblers the same way you treat a drug addict or an alcoholic. It’s
the same chemical reaction; we know that to a medical certainty.
So, how can you take one and say we’re going to give you six,
seven, eight chances and pay for your rehab but take the other and
ban him for life. It just seems hypocritical to me.
The remainder
of Nathan Walls interview with Rick Hill continues and can be accessed
by clicking on this hyperlink: Part II